I just don't think it's right,
because it will only lead to one thing;
All this while,
I never feel that much of victorious memory after all.
That leads me to feel this way.
I feel defeated.
I feel the pain of losing.
I feel the pain of being disregarded.
It hurts, so badly.
This is not the way of trying so hard to
This is not the way of trying damn hard to win, no.
This might be the way of healing what hurts me deep inside.
Because to be remarkable is what you need to be.
When being just another one is too mainstream.